This morning I was doing a meditation common to many mediums called “Sitting in the Power.” Sitting in the power means we call forward our spirit and let the physical drop away in order to commune with spirit. 

I felt the power of my soul light come forward and beckon me to leave my body and return to God, which is light. In my minds eye I saw a sphere of bright white light. I felt loved and held in the light which made it easy to slip into a complete merging with spirit. In that moment I moved beyond myself and into something so much greater which brought complete peace.

I asked God a question I often do, “How can I serve you?” 

God replied, “I need you to be this, there” and he took my soul energy and put it back into my body. This caused tears to come. In that moment I felt so alone and abandoned. Abandonment is an issue we are all currently facing in one way or another, whether we recognize that is at the core of our suffering or not. 

It’s a time of great change for this planet and therefore changes within ourselves. I thought how can I do these things alone without the light? Of course, I know that I am never separated from God on a conscious level, nevertheless, there are many subconscious feelings and past experiences that truly make one feel alone and abandoned. 

I saw activations moving through my crown, third eye, throat and heart. The light merging and inspiring action through creativity in order to embody oneness with the light and inspire others to find that unity as well. There was harmonization and telepathic communication has streams of light from the sphere continually connected with my own soul light sharing information and unconditional love.

We are all being called to share these source derived messages more and more. For many light workers, the abandonment comes from these messages being rejected in the past followed by persecution, sometimes in very horrific ways. It’s not surprising at all that we are seeing the sickness of censorship continually trying to silence people. It’s an old karmic battle and we must not let this persecution energy win and steal our voices once again.

I was sent an image of the earth. It was dark until little pinpricks of light began to appear. Some swelled growing larger and larger. Smaller ones were popping up everywhere. This continued until the earth was a sphere of bright white light. A mirror reflection of the light of spirit. In this way we are returning to source here on earth. Separate but unified. 

This time is not without challenges, namely the division that we are experiencing here is expanding and will continue to expand until more people remember that it’s an illusion of darkness. This shift will cause us to feel abandoned but no matter how alone we feel we must find our soul light and shine it bright! Remembering always the truth of who we are is light. We are one, even within our singularity.